it is normal to be alone on the way forward, and h**ing someone to be with is lucky.
在前进的路上，独处是常态，有人陪着你是幸运的。
don't think it's strange to be alone,cattle and sheep always flock, while beasts always walk alone.
不要觉得独处很奇怪，牛羊总是成群结队，野兽总是独处。
there h**e been many times when i was helpless, and i really wanted to give up or hope that someone could come to redeem me. after experiencing many painful moments, i realized that i was my own redemption.
有很多次我无助的时候，特别想放弃或者希望有人能救赎我，我经历了很多痛苦的时刻，然后发现我是自己的救赎。
a passage from "the skin bag": "often when you can't bear it, you also want to find a backup mountain, but you will find that some mountains are covered in thorns, while others are all wild animals, so you should be your own mountain.
《皮囊》中有一段话：“我受不了的时候，常常想找靠山，但不管怎么找，都会发现有的山长荆棘，有的山兽林立，就该做自己的山。
so put away your **thoughts from now on, truly put in all your strength to strive for what you wanted.
从现在开始收起你幼稚的想法，真正尽最大努力得到你想要的。
don't complain about loneliness,and don't be afraid that if you work hard,you won't get a good result.anxiety in advance will only increase your burden,how do you know you can't do it before the end.
不要抱怨寂寞，也不要害怕努力工作后不会有好成绩，提前焦虑只会增加你的负担。 在你走到最后之前，你怎么知道你不能。
单词短语：
redeem[rɪˈdiːm]vt.赎回，赎回;实现;
redemption [rɪˈdempʃn] n.赎回;偿还;修复;
backup [ˈbækʌp]n.支持、增援;
thorn[θɔn]n.刺;荆棘，荆棘;
收起：收起;把它收起来;
anxiety [æzaɪəti]n.忧虑，焦虑;